The Middle Chapters

I just took a home pregnancy test and its positive. But I seemed to have skipped the happy part and gone straight to the sad part. I'm shaking and crying. I know this is supposed to be good. I know that this is what I've been working toward and I can't have a successful pregnancy without the pregnancy. But I've gotten to hate this part.

Could someone just wake me up when I'm through the first trimester - or after the miscarriage?